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*Otototoi : a lamentation
sound used by Euripides in his dramas
**Freud and Bernays
collaborated to devise inroads to manipulate public opinion. At the time they
called it the manufacture of consent. They did’nt dream of the advent of
television and mass media.
mirror mirror on the wall...
Ototototoi*
i
was born the gentlest of them all...
and then I was
brutalised beyond recognition
beyond recovery
and they called it
maturation
socialization education
procreation perpetuation
Glorious glory all Gloria
And then I lost myself..
forever?
Dismantled disintegrated
separated manipulated
And then I was to take life’s journey dying of
thirst
in a pool of pure reason and
excellent logic
We all live in a yellow submarine
Dying of thirst in the
fountain
The separation and thist is
so great
so great
and then i shall break
and that which is not love
shall be love to me
and
kindness shall be love
and
tolerance shall be love
and
charity shall be love
and
success shall be love
and
pity shall be love
i shall break and that which
is untrue i shall think it
true
i shall make it true
...to
rest...
and my thirst shall be so
terrifying that that which is not water i shall think it water
...and
rest...
and i shall be
not
the plant that thirsted for water
not
the flower that yearned for love
but
i shall be that that i thought
...to
rest...
i shall be that that i think
..and
rest..
and
i shall drown myself in imaginary water
synthetic
water
and
i shall drown myself in imaginary love
synthetic
love
acted
love
love that i think it love
water
that i think it water
...to
rest..
and i shall make worlds of
perfect reason
synthetic
worlds
imitation
worlds
substitute
worlds
and i shall build them
higher ...and higher ..and higher
and i shall make them
stronger ..and stronger ..and stronger
..and
i shall raise this world of lies above all things
for
not to know the horror of my thirst
..and
i shall protect this World
preserve
it
conserve
it
I shall kill for it
cherish
it
protect
it
above
all things
for
not to know the horror of my poverty
and of my thirst..
and i shall drown myself in
this mountain of synthetic worlds
for
to forget my thirst
deeper
deeper deeper deeper
higher
higher higher higher
more
more more more more more
further
further further further
greater
greater greater greater
faster
faster faster faster faster
more
more more more more more
faster
faster faster faster faster
for not to know the horror
of my thirst
..and
the plant
..and
the flower
that
thirsted for love
shall
sing
shall
cry
shall
convulse
and
scream
shall burst violent blind
shall
wither
shall
dry
shall pine
shall succumb to all manner
of suffering and disease shall fall ill so ill so so
ill
shall cry cry cry in
incomprehensible language
shall die
and i shall not see
or hear
or
feel
I shall sadistically fail to
comprehend the crying message
the sickness mesage
i
shall just not know the horror of this thirst
for
i am drowned in synthetic worlds..
escaping
worlds..
supported by Freud,
Bernays** and NBC**
for
i free happy man am now a slave
surrounded
by organised anaesthesia, amnesia and ritual
for
to rest..
for
i man am now
...a
broken man.....
for
not to know the horror of this thirst
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
"deeper, faster,
higher”
more and more and more more
more better stronger more
"deeper,
faster, higher”
hysterical violent
more more more
hurrah for me!
i
shall die in synthetic peace
and
i shall be quenched in synthetic waters
and
i shall smile a synthetic smile
of
gratitude
of
approval
of
pride and beatitude
....and
i die of thirst...
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